I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Remind me again why I'm still alive?

Duh. I dunno. Today, I had to absent myself from school because of a terrible fever and flu.

Gawsh. Humdihumhum.

Last Friday was our fieldtrip and it was oh so fun. We weren't under the supervision of Lakbay Kalikasan...we got poorer under Balwaig Transit. The faci (kafedz) was really corny... It was like "can somebody please stab me?" hehehe=p The caves were really cool and really hard to get in. Especially this yungib 3..."The Chocolate Factory" which I had to sing "Willie Wonka" all the way...

I really had a shave-off of calories when we had our trekking... hahaha=p

Hm...what else? We had our first predecon last Saturday... We met PT (Papa timer) in SPC IP=p

And I'm sick...

Auspicious days...hodihumhum.

Things are like I dunno. I haven't had anything good for the past days. I've been working so hard yet I feel so...dissatisfied???

What is happening with my life? well I don't know. I just know that I have divluged into work, work and more work.

So, focus, focus, focus.

It's barely two days beofre the field trip and the 1st predecon. Wish me the happiest of luck.

How to deal...and bail yourself out of trouble.

(Written while watching YSpeak)

Woah. A lot of things have changed in a split second.

Yesterday I was committed, today I no longer am.

Yesterday I was an ordinary senior student, after taking the UPCAT I no longer was.

Okay. First things first. Why do I claim myself as single? Because I lost my boyfriend over a real petty fight. Yeah. I know. **But i have to admit that there was a 90% feeling of relief and ...riddance? hahaha. Oh no. I'm gonna get killed for saying that. Sorry! Just speaking my mind. Forget that thought.

So, I hope that at least 60% of the stress will be alleviated now that I have no more extra obligations to fulfill. I was really fed up, I got tired of getting myself into a lot of trouble and a lot of unnecessary stress. So, i dealt with it and bailed myself by ending it.

Senior life's been hell. We actually named ourselves as the "Living Dead" because of what we are undertaking right now. Sobrang hassle and all.

I just took my UPCAT and the agony lasted for 6 (including the giving of instructions) hours. My head was throbbing with pain, so were my bladder and my tummy.

Argh. I dunno if I'm gonna be qualified. But I know that I did my best and God will have to do the rest.

I'm in for a lot of things right now. So much for solitary life. I have a long list of things to do so until then. Ciao.

...debates, assembly, sabayan, sc work...academics, parish involvement...

ym status: I'm feelin' so good.

Haaay. Finally. This is one day that I've been cleared of work. But anyway, I still want to finish some work so it doesn't pile up.

I finally got to debate during our club meeting this afternoon. I did rather ermmm. poorly, because we were allowed to give 4 minute-speeches. But anyway...

So, the thing with the script for the assembly is over. all the hard work for nothing... the pressure on Mita and I...

Two weeks to go before the UPCAT...

-- Seriously, I really wanted to give up Senior life for about a week ago. The hassles of being an SC officer, the pressure on my grades and everything.

Things to accomplish:

- college app forms
- review for pt and upcat
- projects
- reports
- debates
- assembly
- sabayan
- pl articles

and much2 more.

:: Woah, the smell of paint in our house is becoming overly addictive.

Pump up the Animo. Yeah right.

errr. It was a real bummer that we weren't able to watch the opening of the UAAP Season 68. Argh. Anyway, there's always next year.

Okay, last Sunday was the first big game of the season: ADMU vs. DLSU.

I'd rather not remember what the score was, for it really disappoints a lot of fans, most especially, Jackie, Nikki and I.
Well anyway, the score was 78-60. Argh. Imagine the pain that I had to endure while I watched the game progress from the 1st to the 4th qtr.

Haay. What did happen to Tenorio and Intal and to the rest of the Blue Eagles? Too bad Tiu's not gonna play this season. That rookie's a real big loss.

Anyway, I believe that this won't happen again. And the next time that they're gonna have their game, ima be at Araneta cheering for the Blue Eagles and triumphantly jumping as they win against the Archers. (haha. =p)

*** School's been tough. But I got a grip. Only that I have to really work hard in our Periodic tests to recover what low grades I'm gonna get for the long tests. woohoo. Counting the days down before the college ent. tests, sbayan, . . . assembly and all.

Resurrect.

Woah. I really have to slow down with things. Time nowadays is really priceless.

I have a lot of things going on. Academics, (so far, so good), college apps, extra curricular ( sabyan, assembly, nutrition month, ). . .

I really need a break. I haevn't slept normally for days now. Well, i eman, sleeping really late and becoming nocturnal is really what I am during the school year.

Once again, I write.

Haaay. These past few days have been sooooo, crazy. Just crazy.

I have a lot of stuff going on; schoolwork, homework, lovelife, family life, etc.

I'm balancing everything and I'm doing pretty well. I don't really have much to do tonight so i guess I don't have to wake up and be all jittery tomorrow morning (as i have done for the past mornings).

I'm really happy with the way things are. Remind me to write something longer and more sensible.

:: PGMA's administration is going downhill. The opposition continues to take advantage of this controversy. What the hell is happening with the Philippines?