Super duper love. <3

While I am on the extreme adventure of whipping up a new layout for my blog (and delaying my attempt to review Eco111), I decided to upload pictures instead of how summer and semi-Senior life have been so far. 

(Though feeling a bit iffy since I know someone behind me might be peeking at my laptop screen) 

Pre-birthday celeb with Bea :)

Midnight birthday surprise from Sanggu during the ECA++ Forsem

Post-birthday celeb @ Embassy :)

DSLD Formsem in Fontana

Summer getaway with family in Pangasinan

SB Core Formsem @ Valle Verde, Ace Water and... :)) 

Top 44 Formsem in Caliraya

Too bad we couldn't take pictures of our games. Hahaha. 

And more more more to come. Like this weekend, I'll be busy with trips to Tagaytay with my family and the BEAAACH with my beeaaches, I mean bitches. Thank God. I'm so tired of meetings and deadlines they're blowing off my sanity. :| I need to work on a loooot but I'm glad my parents are pampering me (well sort of) now - think weekend shopping and fooooood galoore. Hahaha. Halatang minsan lang. OH WELL. Now they're pressuring me to cancel my seminars because they want me to come with them to a loooong weekend in Tagaytay and Batangas. I mean, sure I'm up for that but I'm going to feel guilty if I cancel last minute with BC. :| Anyway.

Random. I got to get my hands on those books from Buy-The-Book before the 2nd week of month because after that is just crazy crazy. Okay. Off to academic obligations now. 

BECAUSE.

I am stuck in the stupid library (okay, I love the school library it's my secret happy place) FORCED to "brush up" on my Calculus (taken up 10 million years ago) for my Micro Eco class, I am serioulsy stuck with nothing to do.

Well except stalk and tinker with my online accounts.

Now that I have opened my Facebook, Multiply and even Friendster HAHAHA, I now have nothing to do but read Calculus tutorials on the Internet even if I don't understand a thing. School is love. School is love.

But anyway. We'll be leaving for Caliraya tomorrow evening for the Top 44 Formsem so I guess it's something to look forward to for the weekend ahead.

Before I end this nonsense I just want to post this rather disturbing remark from a good friend of mine.

*John and Da in the Leong Hall elevator on the way to the Eco Dept for John's load rev:

John: Da! I can't believe you! No guys?! No guys?
Da: I KNOW RIGHT. No, actually wala na kong paki. Rejection na lang lahat. I need to spare myself a bit of dignity
John: But what's summer without a guy?!
Da: THANKS HA. Hahaha. Eh wala eh. Mga walang kwenta sila.

There. But don't get me wrong I ain't looking for no guy. Haha. It's just that on the deeper sense of life, it gets tiring wanting something you can never have. RIIGHT.

SO BYE okay? I hope to see you when you come back. And I hope to get over you while you're gone. HIHIHIHIHIHI. <3

SUMMER '09. :)

There are quite a few things that I would like to do this summer after all the busy-ness has vanished. 

1. Buy and READ  new book.

2. Stroll around in Glorietta and visit the new mall areas.

3. Buy 3 summer dresses. 

4. UPLOAD ALL MY OVERDUE PICTURES.

5. Update my blog. 

Okay those are on the top of the loooong list. I'm currently on a third of this very promising summer -  think: clubs, formsems here and there, outings, summer class, BUSINESS, volleyball games and council work - WOOOHOOO. Contrary to the short and super bitin break that I had last year and the rest was just stress, this seems to be one of the most enjoyable breaks that I have had so far. :) 

I know I didn't have a blast on my birthday but after recharging myself two days succeeding the super awful incident, I was well on my way to paruuuhhhdiiise. :) And I'm happy that I get to be with friends, family and the people who I share the same passion with. 

I will now take a nap since I will be embarking on a 5-hour drive to Pangasinan later. I just came from a mind-boggling planning spree from Fontana with my DSLD loves (plus a super kaduper fun swimming spree after!) and I need to smoothen my sanity before I go to Punta Riviera tonight! I'm so exciteeeeed! <3 

Oh, and I miss someoneS. I won't say who but I just really miss them. This one person, I hope to see and talk to this summer class. 

YIPEE. 

Almost reaching this famous happy end. :)

ALAS. Two more days and I am off prancing to happiness and freedom! ;) 

The thought of it just makes the pits of my stomach lurch, and as it sinks in more and more I can't stop myself from looking forward to the promise that this summer will hopefully bring. Haha. :D 

Friday spells parteeeeh all over it counting down the last two days of my teen years. AAAWWWW. I will surely miss the most hormonal, depressive and impulsive phase of my life. Twenty definitely grants me the license to really think my age and consequently deprives me of the right to engage in shallow affairs. 

AGAIN, shallow affairs. So I'm saving this mental post-it: despite indulging myself in cyberstalking and the lingering feeling of kilig and giddiness while the supposed friendship with *ahem* lasts, a lesson learned is a lesson learned. 

I should, at the very least, stop thinking about it too much and lessen my tendency to daydream. After all (as Junie randomly mentioned the other day) it's one of the causes of Alzheimer's. HAHAHA. Whatever. 

So anyway. Back to reality Darilita. 

Reloading summer bliss is almost underway and my happy Junior journey is about to end. Till then, I am off to finish my last 3 requirements as best as I can. :) 

Back to Levination. :D Toodles! <3 

DARILITA is a SINKING SHIP.

I wave my flags down. I cannot brave the storm anymore. I was reading through a couple of posts from my blog and I realized how distant the periods are and how draggy, can I say draggy the last 4 months of my Junior year have been. 

I have been rocking the boat because of the wave of emotions that I have been feeling for the past MONTHS. 

I couldn't even bring myself to write anymore. And well, being the ultimate escapist that I am, after a heavy dose of flash (making that freakazoid walk on space) I am now procrastinating my studying for my Opman exam. GOOD GRIEF.

But just a few thoughts  in the mind of this aging (haha soon) girl. 

1. ONE WEEK LEFT. Just one more week and I could transport myself to the state of Nirvana or swim in the clouds of heaven. 

2. I'm turning 20 and I don't even feel like it. :( I think it's either I haven't grown enough this year for me to feel its gravity OR I've grown too much that I can't even quantify it with the number 20. HUH LABO. Haha. 

3. I have a new crush BUT... After that episode, I don't want another rerun. :( 

4. Thinking about how much weight I gained makes me want to hyperventilate.

5. OMG this is the longest time I've gone without shopping. :((

BLAHBLAH. :| Okay time to get stressed now. 

Because my blog has been rotting since the start of the year. :)

I decided that even if my blog were crappy, it shouldn't stop me from posting entries that are way overdue since January. But really, there's something about its crapiness that's stopping me from feeling the blogging vibe. I can't do anything drastic about it since I barely even have time for myself to rest and sleep, let alone upgrade my wardrobe or even post event pictures in my multiply.

SO BLAH.

Here goes nothing.

Nothing. Hahaha. I think I really need to improve this first before I post a really decent entry.

But I'm okay, so far. <3

LALALLA

HALOHALO