pressured and depressed.

i don't really want to talk about it. hahaha. psycho.

Post-it.

Schedule:

January 14-15 - Parish fiesta

Januray 16- 19 - practices, Aring-Kring2 raffle draw

Januray 20 - Assembly/Distribution of cards, practices

January 21 - Alumnae Homecoming, Saturday classes

January 22 - practice

January 23- 24 - practices, dry runs

January 25 - Opening of intrams, Concert

January 26 - Cheering competition

January 27 - fair

January 28 - field demo

January 29 - canvass

February 1 - 4 - Science Congress

February 8- 10 - Retreat

February 11 - Bilibid outreach, PROM =p



...much2 more.

Overfatigued.

For the past few days, I haven't had rest or anything. Man, I'm really tired. I just got the chance to not attend practice because my parents think I have fever. I was actually close to being bedridden for the rest of the day. But as I have a lot of stuff to do...(still) I had to get up and do my thing.

I have my cheerdance, concert...stuff2... whatever things which I do not want to enumerate...

Haaay. This is so tiring.


Please pray for me. I need to survive this.

I'm also torned between admu and dlsu. ='c

Goodbye holidays='s

Wow. Even if I have classes tomorrow, I'm gonna make this entry a nice and long one.

The holidays were a blast, bringing my hon and I closer and of course, my family and friends.

First off...
Some freaky stuff happened with hon and I right after my Christmas party in school. We were supposed to have a date in g4, but due to some "time misunderstanding" issues, we kinda shot one big drama scene in g4. So that was it...

That night was pretty freaky because I wasn't really in the mood to care about a lot of stuff so we went to Rox's house to have a night swimming party/drinking session. It was really cool and fun. I had no idea that being with Kara and Rox at the same time will bring about a million laughs.

The next day, since Kara slept over at my house, I dragged her to the simbang gabi after which we slept until late in the morning. I then dropped Kara off at atc, accompanied by Jethro and my Crunch... There were a lot of issues raised during that long jeepney ride to Alabang. We actually had a bet on whether Raffy and I will get back together. The prize at stake was an hour session of dota for Jet and Ces if I lose and a hundred worth of Aring-kring2 tickets from each of them if I win.

So you see, I lost the bet...because...

The next day, I actually started my "forgive me" rituals for raffy. I used Ann's pen, wrote some stuff on my arms asking for forgiveness on what had happened two days before. I wasn't so sure if he had forgiven me back then. So the next day...

We had our practice in Ciela's house...which was in Cavite. Before I went home, I bought three stems of roses for hon and fetched him from his dota session in Isabel. After that, I still wasn't quite sure if we were okay. So the next day, I was out nearly the whole day...(again) because we had our practice in multi... That morning was one freaky day because I was asked by Raffy's parents to ride their car because they saw me walking towards the tryk hintayan in merville. It freaked me out...really. Akalain mo nga nman. It was also the day when they bought Raffy a car... A freakin' car. Talk about rich people. Ugh.

So anyway, the next day, it was actually the best 23rd-day-of-the-month day for me. Bhi and I shopped for gifts for friends and family and afterwards, I met with hon. We just walked around the mall and went home. He came with us in our last night of caroling which was like basically me spending a whole half day with him. And then, we got back... to the way things were... with oh so happiness.

The 24th was mundane. I was actually pissed off with the fact that we didn't have much of a noche buena in the evening. But oh, Raffy and friends were visitors during the morning.

The 25th was fun but was also one of the days which i dreaded. Hon and his family left for Cebu at 3 pm while I was with my family in makati. My cousins and I had a very fun mall encounter in the evening and some of my relatives spent the late evening with us.

The 26th was some kind of a rest day. But not really because we already started practicing for the dance here. In the evening, we watched the World Pyro Olympics and witnessed the displays of CHina and Australia. (Australia won by the way)...

And then, the 27th, my groupmates came over for our invsetig......28th we practiced for the dance...29th hon came back (with a box of dried mangoes for me and a pair of bedroom slippers) and we had the last day preparations for our Thanksgiving party here...
errrmmmm. apparently, I wasn't really busy during this vacation.

The 30th was a day to remember. Bhi and I went to shop for prizes in less than one hour. Then the party came and went... We performed our dance with raffy and I had to fight over my racerback outfit. It was freaky.

Then, we had our drinking session... They told me a lot of funny things which I did. Because I bragged about how I passed La Salle and everything.

Then the next day was my total rest day because I passed out the night beofre, I was grounded.

New Year's eve was really fun because hon had dinner with me and my family.

New Year's day was freaky for me because we had our reunion here at home and my relatives and I just had a lot of underrated fun.

Then yesterday, I had cheering practice once again, with hon, who dropped me off at Tin's house...

Then today, I just spent the last day doing work and having fun with my friends... and with hon...

*whew*

Note to self: remember this as one of my bests.

I love the people around me. I love my life even thouh at times it's crappy. I love it. Thank you Lord for all of the things that you have blessed me with=p

Ciao!