I now suck at the one sport that I truly love.

Freshman year wearing my volleyball uniform.

It's been a long time since I actually had time to spare and do things for myself. Today seemed like a pretty good opportunity to grab it so I did. But now there's this part of me wishing I hadn't.

Every sport needs training and practice to maintain the skills. Volleyball is no different. I've been playing it since I was nine years old yet my enthusiasm for the sport can't even get me to qualify for a college level varsity team. I never had consistent trainings anyway. I just play during the summer, and a bit within a school year. So I fare on the more than a beginner yet less than a pro level. Quite good but not good enough.

And so today, since I wasn't really doing anything - wow that's something new - I decided to bring my athletic outfit, hit the covered courts and burn some calories. I was so giddy and jumpy because I haven't played for quite some time now. But I was so flabbergasted that the entire afternoon turned out to be a complete disaster, all because I figured that I didn't know how to play anymore. And had I anymore shame, I wouldn't have come to practice. :( Yes, it was that bad.

Aside from not knowing almost half the people in the club, I never really got to enjoy the game like I used to. I-hate-it. Where is the friggin' ball when I need it??? >.< Oh well. Maybe I should star practicing more often if I don't want to feel this low.:(

If there's any way that I could get rid of this feeling.

It was my mom's birthday last Friday. Ever since I found out that she already turned 50 and actually forgot what year it was, I've lost track of how old she is 'coz of course, she's not the type to tell how old she is. One of my d4 best friends celebrated her debut last night at G-hotel, Waterfront and the party was a huge success. I went for a mini-shopping spree yesterday with my parents, not to mention pigged out with most of the people who I love in an eat-all-you-can restaurant and a sit down dinner in the debut. I slept so much this afternoon, worked a little and was surprisingly productive and ate Go Nuts Donuts and Coffee Crumble Ice Cream. Yet I am so unhappy.

I was painting my nails (you guessed it, pink) a while ago. I turned on my computer, ceremoniously opened my iTunes and created a 'chilling ambiance' play list. It's made of pretty much the songs from a Sunday slowdown evening - slow, sentimental, rhythm and blues, soul and also agonistic serenades of bitterness, pain and love. Uuggggh. I really eternally am disgusted of this feeling.

Wala yun lang. I don't have choice but to end this. I need to work pa.

I'm just proud.:)

THES - QS World University Rankings 2007

1 HARVARD University - United States
2 YALE University - United States
2 University of OXFORD - United Kingdom
2 University of CAMBRIDGE - United Kingdom
5 Imperial College LONDON - United Kingdom
6 PRINCETON University - United States
7 University of CHICAGO - United States
7 CALIFORNIA Institute of Technology United States
9 UCL (University College LONDON) - United Kingdom
10 MASSACHUSETTS Institute of Technology - United States
11 COLUMBIA University - United States
12 MCGILL University - Canada
13 DUKE University - United States
14 University of PENNSYLVANIA - United States
15 JOHNS HOPKINS University - United States
16 AUSTRALIAN National University - Australia
17 University of TOKYO - Japan
18 University of HONG KONG - Hong Kong
19 STANFORD University - United States
20 CARNEGIE MELLON University - United States
20 CORNELL University - United States
22 University of California, BERKELEY - United States
23 University of EDINBURGH - United Kingdom
24 King's College LONDON - United Kingdom
25 KYOTO University - Japan
26 Ecole Normale Supérieure, PARIS France
27 University of MELBOURNE Australia
28 ÉCOLE POLYTECHNIQUE France
29 NORTHWESTERN University United States
30 University of MANCHESTER United Kingdom
31 The University of SYDNEY Australia
32 BROWN University United States
33= University of BRITISH COLUMBIA Canada
33= National University of SINGAPORE Singapore
33= University of QUEENSLAND Australia
36 PEKING University China
37 University of BRISTOL United Kingdom
38= The CHINESE University of Hong Kong Hong Kong
38= University of MICHIGAN United States
40 TSINGHUA University China
41 University of CALIFORNIA, Los Angeles - United States
42 ETH Zurich - Switzerland
43 MONASH University Australia
44 University of NEW SOUTH WALES Australia
45 University of TORONTO Canada
46 OSAKA University Japan
47 BOSTON University United States
48 University of AMSTERDAM Netherlands
49 NEW YORK University (NYU) United States
50 The University of AUCKLAND New Zealand
51= SEOUL National University Korea, South
51= University of TEXAS at Austin United States
53= HONG KONG University of Science & Technology Hong Kong
53= TRINITY College Dublin Ireland
55= University of WISCONSIN-Madison United States
55= University of WASHINGTON United States
57 University of WARWICK United Kingdom
58 University of CALIFORNIA, San Diego United States
59 LONDON School of Economics and Political... United Kingdom
60 HEIDELBERG University Germany
61 Katholieke Universiteit LEUVEN Belgium
62 University of ADELAIDE Australia
63 DELFT University of Technology Netherlands
64 University of WESTERN AUSTRALIA Australia
65= Ludwig-Maximilians- Universitä t München Germany
65= University of BIRMINGHAM United Kingdom
67 Technische Universität MÜNCHEN Germany
68 University of SHEFFIELD United Kingdom
69 NANYANG Technological University Singapore
70 University of NOTTINGHAM United Kingdom
71= DARTMOUTH College United States
71= UPPSALA University Sweden
73 University of ILLINOIS United States
74= EMORY University United States
74= University of YORK United Kingdom
76 University of ST ANDREWS United Kingdom
77= University of PITTSBURGH United States
77= PURDUE University United States
79 University of MARYLAND United States
80= University of LEEDS United Kingdom
80= University of SOUTHAMPTON United Kingdom
82 VANDERBILT University United States
83 University of GLASGOW United Kingdom
84 LEIDEN University Netherlands
85= University of VIENNA Austria
85= CASE WESTERN RESERVE University United States
85= FUDAN University China
88 QUEEN'S University Canada
89 UTRECHT University Netherlands
90= TOKYO Institute of Technology Japan
90= PENNSYLVANIA STATE University United States
92 RICE University United States
93= University of MONTREAL Canada
93= University of COPENHAGEN Denmark
95 University of ROCHESTER United States
96 University of CALIFORNIA, Davis United States
97= GEORGIA Institute of Technology United States
97= University of ALBERTA Canada
99 CARDIFF University United Kingdom
100 University of HELSINKI Finland
101 University of LIVERPOOL United Kingdom
102= GEORGETOWN University United States
102= National TAIWAN University Taiwan
102= TOHOKU University Japan
105 University of GENEVA Switzerland
106 LUND University Sweden
107 University of COLORADO United States
108 MCMASTER University Canada
109 DURHAM University United Kingdom
110 University of VIRGINIA United States
111 MAASTRICHT University Netherlands
112= NAGOYA University Japan
112= University of WATERLOO Canada
114= University of BASEL Switzerland
114= University of OTAGO New Zealand
114= University of AARHUS Denmark
117= University of CALIFORNIA, Santa Barbara United States
117= Ecole Polytechnique Fédérale de LAUSANNE... Switzerland
119 University of SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA United States
120 OHIO STATE University United States
121 University of SUSSEX United Kingdom
122 TEXAS A&M University United States
123 Université Catholique de LOUVAIN (UCL) Belgium
124 University of GHENT Belgium
125 NANJING University China
126= HUMBOLDT-Universitä t zu Berlin Germany
126= University of WESTERN ONTARIO Canada
128 Hebrew University of JERUSALEM Israel
129 NEWCASTLE University, NEWCASTLE Upon Tyn... United Kingdom
130= Technical University of DENMARK Denmark
130= EINDHOVEN University of Technology Netherlands
132= KOREA Advanced Institute of Science & Te... Korea, South
132= Université Pierre-et-Marie- Curie - PARIS... France
134 University of ARIZONA United States
135 University of FLORIDA United States
136 KYUSHU University Japan
137= University of ABERDEEN United Kingdom
137= INDIANA University Bloomington United States
139 SIMON FRASER University Canada
140= University of CALIFORNIA, Irvine United States
140= University of ZURICH Switzerland
142= University of MINNESOTA United States
142= Universität TÜBINGEN Germany
144 Universität FREIBURG Germany
145 University of BATH United Kingdom
146 Freie Universität BERLIN Germany
147 University of LANCASTER United Kingdom
148 WAGENINGEN University Netherlands
149= Queen Mary, University of LONDON United Kingdom
149= CITY University of Hong Kong Hong Kong
151= HOKKAIDO University Japan
151= TEL AVIV University Israel
151= University of NORTH CAROLINA United States
154 Université Libre de BRUXELLES (ULB) Belgium
155= University of Science and Technology of ... China
155= University of NOTRE DAME United States
157 Ecole Normale Supérieure de LYON France
158 CRANFIELD University United Kingdom
159= MICHIGAN STATE University United States
159= TUFTS University United States
161= KEIO University Japan
161= WASHINGTON University in St. Louis United States
163= SHANGHAI JIAO TONG University China
163= ERASMUS University Rotterdam Netherlands
165 Universität STUTTGART Germany
166= University of CALGARY Canada
166= VIENNA University of Technology Austria
168= Universität GÖTTINGEN Germany
168= MACQUARIE University Australia
170 HELSINKI University of Technology - TKK Finland
171= University of DUNDEE United Kingdom
171= Universität KARLSRUHE Germany
173= University of BOLOGNA Italy
173= University of GRONINGEN Netherlands
175= University of SAO PAULO Brazil
175= University of MASSACHUSETTS, Amherst United States
177= University College DUBLIN Ireland
177= RUTGERS, The State University of New Jer... United States
177= University of CAMPINAS (Unicamp) Brazil
180= WASEDA University Japan
180= University of READING United Kingdom
182 Rheinisch-Westfä lische Technische Hochsc... Germany
183 Università degli Studi di ROMA - La Sapi... Italy
184 Université Louis Pasteur - STRASBOURG I France
185= University of LEICESTER United Kingdom
185= University of TWENTE Netherlands
187 University of ANTWERP Belgium
188= University of CANTERBURY New Zealand
188= University of OSLO Norway
190 University of SURREY United Kingdom
191 RENSSELAER Polytechnic Institute United States
192= KTH, ROYAL Institute of Technology Sweden
192= Universidad Nacional Autónoma de México ... Mexico
194 University of BARCELONA Spain
195= Radboud Universiteit NIJMEGEN Netherlands
195= QUEENSLAND University of Technology Australia
197= KOBE University Japan
197= CHALMERS University of Technology Sweden
199 University of WOLLONGONG Australia
200= RMIT University Australia
200= University of CAPE TOWN South Africa
202 University of MIAMI United States
203= WAKE FOREST University United States
203= Technische Universität BERLIN Germany
205= LA TROBE University Australia
205= QUEEN'S University of Belfast United Kingdom
207 University of IOWA United States
208 BRANDEIS University United States
209= Universität FRANKFURT am Main Germany
209= ZHEJIANG University China
209= University of TSUKUBA Japan
212 HIROSHIMA University Japan
213 University of VICTORIA Canada
214 University of BERN Switzerland
215 University of NEWCASTLE Australia
216 Universität HAMBURG Germany
217 University of LAUSANNE Switzerland
218 TULANE University United States
219 University of CINCINNATI United States
220 University of EXETER United Kingdom
221= DALHOUSIE University Canada
221= ARIZONA STATE University United States
223 CHULALONGKORN University Thailand
224 STONY BROOK University United States
225= University of BERGEN Norway
225= University of INNSBRUCK Austria
227= OTTAWA University Canada
227= Sciences Po PARIS France
229= Vrije University BRUSSELS (VUB) Belgium
229= GEORGE WASHINGTON University United States
231= TECHNION - Israel Institute of Technolog... Israel
231= Lomonosov MOSCOW STATE University Russia
233 POHANG University of Science and Technol... Korea, South
234 VICTORIA University of Wellington New Zealand
235 CURTIN University of Technology Australia
236 YONSEI University Korea, South
237= LOUGHBOROUGH University United Kingdom
237= University of TURKU Finland
239= SAINT-PETERSBURG State University Russia
239= Technische Universität DARMSTADT Germany
239= Pontificia Universidad Católica de CHILE... Chile
242 MASSEY University New Zealand
243= School of Oriental and African Studies, ... United Kingdom
243= Technische Universität DRESDEN Germany
243= KOREA University Korea, South
246= STOCKHOLM University Sweden
246= Universiti MALAYA (UM) Malaysia
248= YORK University Canada
248= NORTH CAROLINA STATE University United States
248= University of ATHENS Greece
248= Virginia Polytechnic Institute (VIRGINIA... United States
252 University of STRATHCLYDE United Kingdom
253 FLORIDA STATE University United States
254 University of DELHI India
255 University of HAWAII United States
256= DREXEL University United States
256= The HONG KONG Polytechnic University Hong Kong
258 Universidad Autònoma de BARCELONA Spain
259= University of Technology, SYDNEY Australia
259= University of CALIFORNIA, Santa Cruz United States
261 University of UTAH United States
262 University of LIEGE Belgium
263 Universität ULM Germany
264= University of BUENOS AIRES Argentina
264= University of TASMANIA Australia
266 ASTON Business School United Kingdom
267= KUOPIO University Finland
267= Université Paris-Sud, PARIS XI France
269 Indian Institute of Technology Bombay (I... India
270= Universität WÜRZBURG Germany
270= Universität ERLANGEN-NÜRNBERG Germany
272 University of ESSEX United Kingdom
273= NAGASAKI University Japan
273= STOCKHOLM School of Economics Sweden
275 Université Joseph-Fourier, GRENOBLE I France
276= Göteborg University Sweden
276= IOWA STATE University United States
276= Rheinische Friedrich-Wilhelms- Universitä ... Germany
279 Karl-Franzens- University GRAZ Austria
280 LAVAL University Canada
281 University of KANSAS United States
282= University of ALABAMA United States
282= University of the WITWATERSRAND South Africa
284= MAHIDOL University Thailand
284= CHIBA University Japan
286= WASHINGTON STATE University United States
286= University College CORK Ireland
286= BEN GURION University of the Negev Israel
289 University of TENNESSEE United States
290 CHARLES University Czech Republic
291 University of SOUTH AUSTRALIA Australia
292= University of TROMSO Norway
292= BRUNEL University United Kingdom
292= Universität LEIPZIG Germany
295= Université Paris-Sorbonne (PARIS IV) France
295= University of GEORGIA United States
297 Universität BAYREUTH Germany
298 University of CALIFORNIA, Riverside United States
299 UMEÅ University Sweden
300 DUBLIN City University Ireland
301= NORWEGIAN University of Science and Tech... Norway
301= University of MONTPELLIER II - Sciences ... France
303 College of WILLIAM & MARY United States
304= University of MANITOBA Canada
304= Vrije Universiteit AMSTERDAM Netherlands
306 Universidad Autónoma de MADRID Spain
307= Universiti Sains MALAYSIA (USM) Malaysia
307= Indian Institute of Technology Delhi (II... India
309= GRIFFITH University Australia
309= Universiti Kebangsaan MALAYSIA (UKM) Malaysia
311 Universität KONSTANZ Germany
312= Universidad de CHILE Chile
312= University of PADUA Italy
312= Universität DÜSSELDORF Germany
312= Universität BIELEFELD Germany
316 Universität JENA Germany
317 University of SOUTHERN DENMARK Denmark
318 SHOWA University Japan
319= University of COIMBRA Portugal
319= University of Cologne Germany
319= University of NAVARRA Spain
319= University of WAIKATO New Zealand
319= University of TAMPERE Finland
324 TIANJIN University China
325 University of PISA Italy
326 COLORADO STATE University United States
327 WHU Otto Beisheim School of Management -... Germany
328 University of CONNECTICUT United States
329 University of FLORENCE Italy
330 Johannes Gutenberg University MAINZ Germany
331= JAGIELLONIAN University Poland
331= GUNMA University Japan
333 Ruhr-Universitä t BOCHUM Germany
334 National TSING HUA University Taiwan
335 TOKYO Metropolitan University Japan
336= University of QUEBEC Canada
336= National CHENG KUNG University Taiwan
338 Federal University of RIO DE JANEIRO Brazil
339= Universitat POMPEU FABRA Spain
339= University of MÜNSTER Germany
341= Universität MARBURG Germany
341= Universidade Nova de LISBOA Portugal
343= University of DELAWARE United States
343= Politecnico di MILANO Italy
345= WARSAW University Poland
345= GIFU University Japan
345= SAARLAND University Germany
345= CARLETON University Canada
349 University of BRADFORD United Kingdom
350 LOYOLA University Chicago United States
351= DUBLIN Institute of Technology Ireland
351= University of OREGON United States
351= FLINDERS University Australia
354= YOKOHAMA NATIONAL University Japan
354= University of OULU Finland
356= National Technical University of ATHENS Greece
356= University of East Anglia (UEA) United Kingdom
358= City University of NEW YORK United States
358= University of NEW MEXICO United States
360= University of TOULOUSE III - Paul Sabati... France
360= Universitas GADJAH MADA Indonesia
362= University of ST GALLEN Switzerland
362= University of SOUTH CAROLINA United States
364= Universität BREMEN Germany
364= Science University TOKYO Japan
364= OSAKA CITY University Japan
364= Universiti Putra MALAYSIA (UPM) Malaysia
368 Johannes Kepler University LINZ Austria
369= BANDUNG Institute of Technology Indonesia
369= Université PARIS I - Panthéon Sorbonne France
371= LINKÖPING University Sweden
371= WARSAW University of Technology Poland
373 University of OKLAHOMA United States
374= University of JYVÄSKYLÄ Finland
374= University of TRIESTE Italy
374= DEAKIN University Australia
377 OKAYAMA University Japan
378= University of KENTUCKY United States
378= Universität REGENSBURG Germany
380 SUNG KYUN KWAN University Korea, South
381= University of MISSOURI United States
381= YESHIVA University United States
383= Technische Universität BRAUNSCHWEIG Germany
383= Leibniz Universität HANNOVER Germany
383= CONCORDIA University Canada
386= KUMAMOTO University Japan
386= NORTHEASTERN University United States
388= Università degli Studi di PAVIA Italy
388= Christian-Albrechts -Universitä t zu KIEL Germany
390 ISTANBUL Technical University Turkey
391 Université PARIS V - Descartes France
392 Universität MANNHEIM Germany
393 Universitat de VALENCIA Spain
394 University of SIENA Italy
395 University of INDONESIA Indonesia
396= Martin-Luther- Universitä t HALLE-WITTENBE. .. Germany
396= GEORGIA STATE University United States
398= SOGANG University Korea, South
398= National CENTRAL University Taiwan
398= University of the PHILIPPINES Philippines
401= ROYAL HOLLOWAY University of London United Kingdom
401= National CHIAO TUNG University Taiwan
403= YOKOHAMA CITY University Japan
403= KANAZAWA University Japan
403= University of BELGRANO Argentina
403= Universite des Sciences et Technologies ... France
407 Universite Claude Bernard - LYON I France
408 SWANSEA University United Kingdom
409= Justus-Liebig- Universitä t GIEßEN Germany
409= SHANDONG University China
411 University of HOUSTON United States
412= BRIGHAM YOUNG University United States
412= VIRGINIA Commonwealth University United States
412= University of TRENTO Italy
415 LOUISIANA STATE University United States
416= Universiti Teknologi MALAYSIA (UTM) Malaysia
416= Universita degli Studi di ROMA - Tor Ver... Italy
416= HANYANG University Korea, South
416= AUSTRAL University Argentina
420= University of NAPLES - Federico II Italy
420= TEMPLE University United States
420= HITOTSUBASHI University Japan
423= ISTANBUL University Turkey
423= CHONBUK National University Korea, South
425 BILKENT University Turkey
426= University of ARKANSAS United States
426= University Complutense MADRID Spain
426= GOLDSMITHS, University of London United Kingdom
429 Université PARIS VII - Denis Diderot France
430= Aristotelian University of THESSALONIKI Greece
430= SMITH College United States
432 MIE University Japan
433 INSTITUTO TECNOLOGICO Y DE ESTUDIOS SUPE... Mexico
434= University of TURIN Italy
434= TOKAI University Japan
436 Universität DORTMUND Germany
437 University of CRETE Greece
438= University of SZEGED Hungary
438= HEC School of Management France
440 NOVOSIBIRSK STATE University Russia
441 University of KENT United Kingdom
442 University of LIMERICK Ireland
443 SOUTHEAST University China
444 Universidad de LOS ANDES Colombia
445= University of SALAMANCA Spain
445= TONGJI University China
447= THAMMASAT University Thailand
447= XI'AN JIAOTONG University China
447= KASETSART University Thailand
447= Universität DUISBURG-ESSEN Germany
451= Ateneo de MANILA University Philippines
451= NIIGATA University Japan
453= Universidad TORCUATO DI TELLA Argentina
453= University of GRANADA Spain
455= University of LAHORE Pakistan
455= National SUN YAT-SEN University Taiwan
457= University of PATRAS Greece
457= University of RENNES France
459= National TAIWAN University of Science an... Taiwan
459= PUSAN National University Korea, South
461= University of JILIN China
461= University of CALCUTTA India
463= University of PUNE India
463= CHIANG MAI University Thailand
463= Universidade Catolica Portuguesa, LISBOA... Portugal
466= Universidad ORT Uruguay Uruguay
466= KAGOSHIMA University Japan
466= TOMSK STATE University Russia
469 University of PRETORIA South Africa
470= National University of Sciences and Tech... Pakistan
470= PERUGIA University Italy
472= ATHENS University of Economy and Busines... Greece
472= Université PARIS IX - Dauphine France
472= École Nationale des Ponts et Chaussées -... France
475= Pontifícia Universidade Católica do RIO ... Brazil
475= SABANCI University Turkey
477= Università Commerciale Luigi BOCCONI Italy
477= Universidade de SANTIAGO DE COMPOSTELA Spain
479 Indian Institute of Technology Roorkee (... India
480= University of GENOA Italy
480= University of MUMBAI India
480= University of SOUTH FLORIDA United States
483 University of LJUBLJANA Slovenia
484= National University of Ireland, GALWAY Ireland
484= OCHANOMIZU Unversity Japan
486 University of MODENA Italy
487= University of KWAZULU-NATAL South Africa
487= ESSEC Business School, Paris France
489 Indian Institute of Technology Madras (I... India
490= Universidad de SEVILLA Spain
490= ABERYSTWYTH University United Kingdom
492 Indian Institute of Technology Kanpur India
493= University of Wales, BANGOR United Kingdom
493= KYUNGPOOK National University Korea, South
495= Pontificia Universidad Católica del PERÚ... Peru
495= National YANG MING University Taiwan
495= University of HULL United Kingdom
495= ESCP-EAP Paris France
499= National CHUNG HSING University Taiwan
499= Universidad de ZARAGOZA Spain
501 Università Cattolica del Sacro Cuore Italy

Scores:
34.7 - University of the Philippines
30.8 - Ateneo de Manila University
23.9 - De La Salle University Manila
20.8 - University of Santo Tomas

Feeling something stupid like..

I did one of the worst stunts that I could pull off ever. And of all the days I could have done it, it just had to be today.:(

I left my phone at home. I know, stupid right? For a whole day in school, I bore the pain of having to walk around without the company of my cellphone. Who the hell forgets her phone at home? (I mean, aside from my friend Bea who has this habit of leaving hers along with her ID) I know I didn't do it intentionally but still, it was another certified bobo move. :(

All through out the day, I was really happy because of certain highlights. Like our surprise thing for Jem's birthday in Mcdo. It was sweet, short and simple but at least we made him super happy today. It was just Mcdo, donuts and almost the whole block - a simple treat for our dear friend.:)

Happy birthday Jeremy!:)

At the back of my mind, I was hoping that no one would have to need me for meetings like any person in Sanggu or whatnot. I knew that if that'd happened, I'd be heading towards doom. So I tried to enjoy the rest of the afternoon with Mark and the birthday boy. When I got home, so much to my horror, my anxieties were confirmed. Turns out Biancs was grilled by Dean Ang (which was weird because he was so nice to Tin and I during the presentation the other day) and everything in the Sportsfest started going wrong. So panic heightened the tension and provoked Biancs to call for an emergency meeting (take note, all caps message) at 8 pm tonight in Starbucks. Goodness gracious.:( Sam was so nice to even offer to cover up for me had I replied to her message but no. It was already too late when I found out about it.

Uugh. So anyway. I'm purely disgusted with myself. Things haven't been going well lately. Maybe it's the stress. It's only the second week and I've had so much work already - both academic and extra-curricular. I haven't even talked to my boyfriend in 3 days! I'm talking serious heaps of work here fellas! But to great things ahead, it's mommy's birthday tomorrow. And Kara's debut on Saturday. I am in dire need of relaxation now. Even for a while lang. Then I can seriously manage everything else.

What it is to be humble.

I just had a face to face encounter with a being bearing a battered sense of humility. That no matter what it takes for that person to get what he or she wants, even if it means squashing other people's feet, he or she simply doesn't care about the consequences at stake. I have to say I have never seen anything like it.

But oh well. We are aspiring for the same things here. It's not the so-called prestige that you force upon yourself when you finally achieve something. Isn't it so much better to savor victory knowing that you've made friends instead of enemies along the way? The ones who will eventually support your success and actually convince you that you are indeed worthy of your achievements?

Egocentric people rarely find contentment in their own ventures. But that's just because they're too busy caring about themselves in the whole process. And the limit is drawn there - it extinguishes all means of providing satisfaction hence, the stepping on other people.

Anyway. I'm so swamped right now I don't know where to begin.=s

Synergy.

SCHOOL RULES!!! \w/

The end of a remarkable break.

Guys, it ends tonight in about less than an hour. Tomorrow is another day when I will be traipsing the hallowed grounds of Ateneo - carrying tons of books and school supplies, dishing out intellectual conversations, digging my way out of onerous school work and eating my stressed system away.

I've had such a good time that it is indeed painful for me to say goodbye. But oh well. :(

HEADLINES.

This last week of my break has been nothing but awesome. Well, maybe a bit on the downside since I finally had the chance to wallow on my Accounting failure misery. But I guess that's okay due to the high turn out of my grades. A little more push and even a C in Accounting would have earned me a spot in the Dean's List. Think: B+'s and B's and C+'s for grades. *Sigh* But I guess I just have to make it bawi this next sem. Okay?:)

So for the most part, I have had the chance to fix my sleeping patterns because of the early commitments that I had this past week. I had to go to school for my reg, attend Sanggu meetings, go with Io to UP and then finally, the big conclusion of a quick shopping spree with my darling Kara in Makati.:) It was uber fun. Mostly because we went bargain hunting for cheap thrills. Hahaha. And since there's no school yet, we had nothing to squeeze out of wallets due to the absence of sufficient income. And I was super glad we did it because it will be quite a long time before we get the chance to spend time like that again. Ooops. Maybe in a mall, But I sure am going to her Fiamma event next week and again to her party preps for her debut so, I guess I'd be seeing more of her pala. My bad.;p

Hmm. I'm so glad with how everything is working out. I have never been this excited to start school again. (Omg, is this me?;p) Plus, I get to do everything that I want this weekend: party, work and shop. Hahaha.;p Weird girl. But oh well. So much for having a blast. Although I am super sad that I didn't really make an effort to get my student license (again. been talking about that since last year) I guess I have to wait until next break or until I have the time to do so.

Can I just say that I am soooooo addicted to the comeback song of Spice Girls? xp

Very Happy Halloween with my HS darlings.:)

Unlike the previous years, the 31st didn't really have a significant impact on me unless you count the fact of not having school and seeing how happy the kids are in our village as they run around screaming for candies, going door to door in their trick or treat costumes. The getaway closest to one of my sem break highlights started when I was a HS Senior because my best buds and I agreed to have these sleepovers every year at this time since this was the only common break in line with our schedules. And I must say that I really love this time of the year.

I'm loving it more because not only do I get to spend time with my friends who I barely see, but I'm also given the chance to relax and have fun with just those guys around. And oh, it's also one of my closest friends' birthday. Happy birthday Lainey!;p

The day started with Io and I meeting up in Shang. It has been forever since we last saw each other. Omg. I really missed him. It's also a good thing that we're okay now because things were really messed up in the early part of the break. The afternoon was a pure adventure because of him. After our lunch, we headed to Glorietta to meet my girlies. We even had an unfortunate MMDA incident while driving along Makati going to Ayala because the stupid traffic enforcers were scavenging for innocent victims whom they can get money from. But I told Io not to stress about it (while I was sitting pretty on the passenger's seat watching it all happen) because he didn't do anything wrong in the first place and that it was all part of the driving package. And with the way traffic enforcers act these days, incidents like this are highly probable.

We hung out at Glorietta as we waited for Kara and Ria. Omg. I also missed those two. I knew I was in for a super fun time as the evening drew closer. After buying our share of alcohol (and chips care of me), we then went to our final destination: Rox's house. And then, it all happened there.

To Halloween and sem break!;p


Dynamic foursome forever.:p

The night's (until the wee hours of the morning's) events included: swimming, drinking, chit-chats, tons of picture taking, laughing and catching up. These were highlighted by the tequila body shots and Cleo's stunt act as she showcased the contents of our dinner that evening. Hahaha.;p

Next morning, our breakfast constituted our ever-favorite Mcdo due to the absence of maids in Rox's household. After the last goodbyes and settling everything else, my girls and I crashed in my place where we continued our kwentuhan session. The night's festivities were concluded when we went to ATC to drop everyone off, shop and have dinner. :)

And what can I say? I really really really eternally had fun.;p

To Rox and everyone, I love this sleepover/party. To more of these to come!!!;p

Ria, we're going to miss you. Have a safe trip and keep in touch. We'll see you soon - Bora this summer okay?;p

Sis and Nie - see you after two weeks. Fiamma na 'to!;p

Hun, thank you for just being you and for staying with me.