I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Remind me again why I'm still alive?

Duh. I dunno. Today, I had to absent myself from school because of a terrible fever and flu.

Gawsh. Humdihumhum.

Last Friday was our fieldtrip and it was oh so fun. We weren't under the supervision of Lakbay Kalikasan...we got poorer under Balwaig Transit. The faci (kafedz) was really corny... It was like "can somebody please stab me?" hehehe=p The caves were really cool and really hard to get in. Especially this yungib 3..."The Chocolate Factory" which I had to sing "Willie Wonka" all the way...

I really had a shave-off of calories when we had our trekking... hahaha=p

Hm...what else? We had our first predecon last Saturday... We met PT (Papa timer) in SPC IP=p

And I'm sick...

Auspicious days...hodihumhum.

Things are like I dunno. I haven't had anything good for the past days. I've been working so hard yet I feel so...dissatisfied???

What is happening with my life? well I don't know. I just know that I have divluged into work, work and more work.

So, focus, focus, focus.

It's barely two days beofre the field trip and the 1st predecon. Wish me the happiest of luck.

How to deal...and bail yourself out of trouble.

(Written while watching YSpeak)

Woah. A lot of things have changed in a split second.

Yesterday I was committed, today I no longer am.

Yesterday I was an ordinary senior student, after taking the UPCAT I no longer was.

Okay. First things first. Why do I claim myself as single? Because I lost my boyfriend over a real petty fight. Yeah. I know. **But i have to admit that there was a 90% feeling of relief and ...riddance? hahaha. Oh no. I'm gonna get killed for saying that. Sorry! Just speaking my mind. Forget that thought.

So, I hope that at least 60% of the stress will be alleviated now that I have no more extra obligations to fulfill. I was really fed up, I got tired of getting myself into a lot of trouble and a lot of unnecessary stress. So, i dealt with it and bailed myself by ending it.

Senior life's been hell. We actually named ourselves as the "Living Dead" because of what we are undertaking right now. Sobrang hassle and all.

I just took my UPCAT and the agony lasted for 6 (including the giving of instructions) hours. My head was throbbing with pain, so were my bladder and my tummy.

Argh. I dunno if I'm gonna be qualified. But I know that I did my best and God will have to do the rest.

I'm in for a lot of things right now. So much for solitary life. I have a long list of things to do so until then. Ciao.

...debates, assembly, sabayan, sc work...academics, parish involvement...