Almost reaching this famous happy end. :)

ALAS. Two more days and I am off prancing to happiness and freedom! ;) 

The thought of it just makes the pits of my stomach lurch, and as it sinks in more and more I can't stop myself from looking forward to the promise that this summer will hopefully bring. Haha. :D 

Friday spells parteeeeh all over it counting down the last two days of my teen years. AAAWWWW. I will surely miss the most hormonal, depressive and impulsive phase of my life. Twenty definitely grants me the license to really think my age and consequently deprives me of the right to engage in shallow affairs. 

AGAIN, shallow affairs. So I'm saving this mental post-it: despite indulging myself in cyberstalking and the lingering feeling of kilig and giddiness while the supposed friendship with *ahem* lasts, a lesson learned is a lesson learned. 

I should, at the very least, stop thinking about it too much and lessen my tendency to daydream. After all (as Junie randomly mentioned the other day) it's one of the causes of Alzheimer's. HAHAHA. Whatever. 

So anyway. Back to reality Darilita. 

Reloading summer bliss is almost underway and my happy Junior journey is about to end. Till then, I am off to finish my last 3 requirements as best as I can. :) 

Back to Levination. :D Toodles! <3 

DARILITA is a SINKING SHIP.

I wave my flags down. I cannot brave the storm anymore. I was reading through a couple of posts from my blog and I realized how distant the periods are and how draggy, can I say draggy the last 4 months of my Junior year have been. 

I have been rocking the boat because of the wave of emotions that I have been feeling for the past MONTHS. 

I couldn't even bring myself to write anymore. And well, being the ultimate escapist that I am, after a heavy dose of flash (making that freakazoid walk on space) I am now procrastinating my studying for my Opman exam. GOOD GRIEF.

But just a few thoughts  in the mind of this aging (haha soon) girl. 

1. ONE WEEK LEFT. Just one more week and I could transport myself to the state of Nirvana or swim in the clouds of heaven. 

2. I'm turning 20 and I don't even feel like it. :( I think it's either I haven't grown enough this year for me to feel its gravity OR I've grown too much that I can't even quantify it with the number 20. HUH LABO. Haha. 

3. I have a new crush BUT... After that episode, I don't want another rerun. :( 

4. Thinking about how much weight I gained makes me want to hyperventilate.

5. OMG this is the longest time I've gone without shopping. :((

BLAHBLAH. :| Okay time to get stressed now. 

Because my blog has been rotting since the start of the year. :)

I decided that even if my blog were crappy, it shouldn't stop me from posting entries that are way overdue since January. But really, there's something about its crapiness that's stopping me from feeling the blogging vibe. I can't do anything drastic about it since I barely even have time for myself to rest and sleep, let alone upgrade my wardrobe or even post event pictures in my multiply.

SO BLAH.

Here goes nothing.

Nothing. Hahaha. I think I really need to improve this first before I post a really decent entry.

But I'm okay, so far. <3

LALALLA

HALOHALO