Animo La Salle=p

So how does it feel to pass DLSU???

I don't know!!!

I'm just so ecstatic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


How about ADMU, UST and UP???


hmmmm. coming soon in theaters near you=p

A very merry christmas=p

December 23, 2005

This is definitely one of the happiest days in the history of my life.
A day in the mall with my bestfriend, a night of caroling and adventure with my hon...and being taken... once again=p

I couldn't have imagined a better Christmas than this.

There's more to come for the holidays.
Till then!!! Ciao! =p

Happy Holidays.

Merry Christmas!!!

Your wish.

this could've been us. two angels whose worlds have merged to become one. to spend their whole lifetime together. yet, the other angel came down to earth to remain a lifeless, loveless being... she then drifts from the cloud of love that she has shared with her other angel, ready to face the pain and the life that awaits her in solitary loneliness.

You wished that I leave you.

I will, not because I want to, but to grant your plea.

Hon, I'm sorry. I know you can't simply bear this lifestyle. This is why you and ana didn't last long in the first place. This is why we always have fights. This is why you have asked me to leave.

I actually don't know what to do without you in my life...but it would be better that I let you go than to hurt you...


You are...

the most wonderful thing that happened in my life...
the one thing which i held on to after all these months...
the one who kept me going despite all the things which went wrong in my life....

the one who clearly understood all my flaws and imperfections...
the one who appreciated my inner beauty...
the one who accepted me for who i am and for what i'm not...
the one who made me a better person in every aspect...


the person i choose to love... for now and for always...

yet, i have to set you free.

it hurts not being with you...but it hurts to accept the fact that the reason why you're hurt is me.

hon, be strong.

no matter what kind of relationship you go into...
whoever you choose to love even the perfect girl, you can't avoid these things.
i never wanted these.
but as i can't do anything about them for now, i try to understand.

i don't know what specific span of time can heal this wound...

my heart may never love again.


i cannot ask you to leave me unscathed. i'm forever lost without you. but i want you to know,i'll be here. always wishing you the best and all of the happiness...

i love you.
goodbye.


do you want the awful truth???

i can't live without you...
i long for you...
i always want to be with you.

every moment in my entire life has been spent on thinking whether raffy is alright...
if raffy is happy...
if raffy is doing something...
if raffy is thinking of daryll too...

i always think of the warmth of your embrace...
the touch of your hands which makes me feel secured...
your lips...by which you have captivated my whole being.

when we fight, when you threaten to leave me, my world falls apart.
but i care the least to live if i don't have my life. because it's you all along. and then, when the fight is over, i can but claim you and promise myself not to let you go.

but this time, as imaginable as it may be, i try to break away from the only thing which has kept me living.

the pain is yes, unbearable, excruciating, utmostly profound.
the tears aren't enough to keep you from leaving...
to keep you here with the girl i have become with your love.

hon, thank you.
i'm sorry.
i love you.

Mundane.

It's one of these days when the rain pours too hard...I hear mellowdramatic songs in the radio and I'm stuck here at home with loads of stuff to do.

The ordinary.

The best out of life.

Nothing.

Empty-handed.

Bargaining.

Denying.

Not accepting.

Ranting.

This is soooo freaky.

The day of all days...

Guess what? Today or tonight, rather, was the night of all nights. My hon personally asked my parents for me to be his promdate. How's that??? It really kinda freaked me out...knowing my parents of course...I was really praying not to screw things up.

Oh well. I'll save my story for my friends=p ciao!

Sun-day.

Hmmm. I don't really have any idea on where my life is goin'.

Yesterday was a really typical day. The past week was really absurd. Our classes were disrupted every single day so I was enjoying the rest of what we had.

I was really into cheerdance practices and I always go home late. I'm super stressed... i don't really know where I'm going right now.

Yesterday, achi, crunch and I went to the mall to buy a gift for she's 17th birthday. It was tiring and I ended up eating a lot of tuna macaroni here at home. I really had a bad headache... Then, after mass, we went to southad to hang out... and just that. I had fun... Yeah. Because I was with my friends. I think I made the right decision on not going to the Sketchers Streetdance Competition in the World Trade Center Kara asked me to go to. Hmmm. I do hope that Southville won or something.

I think this blog is beginning to be useless. Hahaha. I dont' really care.

It's Christmas...

but i can't really feel it. At least not now...