Pretending that love is not for me.

But what else can I do if he don't love me?

Haven't you ever wondered why almost everything that's written here just pertains to one sole thing? Don't you ever get tired of reading posts which are mournfully about the crappiest life ever? I wish to stop but I would heavily contradict reality if I were to do that.

I am by default the unluckiest girl when it comes to handling these situations. Although I am proud to say that we are both taking things step by step and that we are not in a rush - I'm glad to see some improvement.

I love him. He loves me. All we need is time. - school work at that first.